Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

That's for sure. Though don't have the optimism and desire to grab anything. My mindset right now is what ever I touch breaks. My W admitted that she sees me as unlucky. Everything I have experienced including at a point being hospitalised for a 1 night. I am taking lithium for my depression.

Why did I? Her threats and willingness to speed up the divorce process. And logistics with the kids. And the trip is for her a business trip. While she is attending a course, I will look after the kids who are out of school. The training is in US and we are in UK.

I just don't want to go to the other flat. I want to be a room. I am confused. Each day going down. Just don't understand why last night she started this conversation again.