Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

This is my low-esteem that never left me that Sandi had referred to.

I had felt that marriage had brought me on track. The relationship had increase my self-esteem. Followed with redundancy, depression, money issues... As things got better I see her fly with OM.

I am responsible. I have done many changes and still I am where I am.

Now she just texted me she had a soar. Blaming me on the impact to her physical health. My mental health is blown up, no concentration, feeling the loneliest person in the universe and she is complaining to me.