W initiated another talk tonight, asking how I was....
How do you not give up? Because I think I'm giving up. I told her I'm done, we'll sell the house and she can go do whatever she needs to do. I'm done being in this limbo. She said that this is something she needs to go through otherwise she may always be wondering "what if" in the future. The conversation just kind of ended as I was getting the shits, and she walked off to have a shower.
It's just blow after blow and I can't do it anymore. I hate what she has done and I hate what she is doing to our family. It seems so selfish!
