Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

I suppose I gave in and accepted me movingto the small flat.
She threatened and threatened and threatened me. She was so nasty.

Still maybe hope but as you all have said maybe will give different perspective.
I feel invredibly alone and lonely. I told her that. I couldn't be upbeat. An emotional crackdown for me. The Ds didnt understand what was going on but hugged me. One would normally never hug or kiss. Today she did. I feel bad.

She seemed victoriuous. She said to me yeah that I cant always get what I want.

I feel treated so unfairly. As if none of my sacrifices matter.

I might be doing harm but this is how I feel.