Oh damn.. Cali, don't take this the wrong way, but that sounds like your about to control of your life.. The best thing I can tell you, is if your gonna go see her, make it on your terms. Go say hi, if she shuts you down, tell her you wanted to make sure you tried, and goodbye.
That wasn't to clear to me. Did you mean to take control of my life? If it was, my life hasn't been out of control. That is the one thing I have tried to get across to everyone here. I very much have a life and nothing has changed as far as my daily activities go, minus my wife of course. It seems like you understand my point of doing this. Being in limbo is crap. She told me a month ago I was going to get the divorce papers in the mail that week through text. Of course I haven't seen a damn thing from her. I'm tired of playing this game. She either loves me or she doesn't as far as I'm concerned. If she loves me then she will honestly want to work things out, because I know what I need to do and how I need to change. If she wants out then I know the love isn't true. I love her and put up with everything that was thrown at me, even the real fact that I could be physically taking care of my young wife in a few years. Anyway..... here goes nothing.
