25, thank you again. I am humbled by you.

Doodler, I gotta try that. Did you know that there is a Ben & Jerry's flavor locator online? I used it one day many years ago when I was craving Chubby Hubby, and I only had to drive 7 minutes. ... Now I am not a fan of chubby hubby ... or regular sized hubby ...

It is so much easier to post replies to others and give advice, isn't it. The hardest thing is to look inside, be honest, and then share. Sometimes I avoid sharing when things get hard. Plus, I don't like to disappoint people.

I told my H I wanted a separation. Things have been slowly spiraling downhill. There has been so much that has been said and done lately, that I find myself questioning everything. Has he even changed enough? Being sorry and remorseful is not the same. Have I even changed?

My logical brain has taken a backseat. I am tired. I feel like I want to avoid all this and just live my life without it. I don't have a plan yet. Just thinking a lot about how my life would be without this M and this ugly past.

Blu


“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela