Those are two questions, as for when will you stop "missing" your wife, I would say that you probably never will, because it's not your W you miss, it's your MR, it's part of your life and hopefully a part that you will one day be able to look back at without the anger (I'm still working on that part). I still miss my childhood when I think back to all my friends and good times we had.
As for when you will be 100% ok, based on what you wrote below, I'd say your there. unless of course your saying that feeling emotions is bad (yes even sadness can be a good thing in life). Your alive, your moving forward, you have a spring in your step, don't make 100% the only destination that matters, live the journey.
Originally Posted By: cheesyt
I am actually pretty freaking happy. There’s a pep in my step that was never there, prior to w or during. (say the co workers and acquaintances that knew me prior to things going south)
M - 9 1/2 years 5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA 10/31/16 - We sold house 01/10/18 - D Finalized
