Hi I'm Holding.

I could use some prayers myself right now.

I used to be very religious in my youth, but lost it over the years and basically became an atheist. After BD I've started praying again, asking God for a sign he exists. I told him if he wants to show me he's real, he would bring my wife back. I asked God to change my W's heart and to give me strength. I've been getting strength - I keep wondering where I find the strength to keep on going. But things with W seem to be getting worse.

Thanks!

Me-47,XW-43
S13,S16
M:18
BD:4-23-17
W filed:7-17-17
(5 months of in-house separation hell)
W moved out:1-6-18
D granted:2-15-18
Decree signed:3-29-18

Your future is out there. Go find it.