This morning I am angry. I haven't heard from him at all which shouldn't come as a surprise as he's been with OW so will be in complete euphoria. I am torturing myself with thoughts of where they were last night and what they did if he's in work or not, he's been using me as an excuse to get out of work so wouldn't surprise me if he's done that again.
It's tough, really sorry you're going through some anger. But you're spinning some wild scenarios there. Maybe he was with OW, or maybe he was sitting in a bar along crying in his beer. You really don't know. The real question is what you can do to change your focus from him to you. Give that some thought.
Also I agree with C-nut, you really need to shut down all contact with him except the bare minimum required for kid-related coordination.
