I'm really struggling tonight. Earlier tonight, I found out my best friend, someone who has been close to me since childhood, died suddenly today at 37. He passed out and was unable to be revived. I am in shock. I am numb. I can't believe what I have heard. My friends and family just left and it is quiet now. It feels too much too handle. Eerily familiar to past circumstances. Going to listen to Do You Realize a 100x, work out, do some writing,and hopefully be able to rest. I'll check back tomorrow when I can get my thoughts together better. Just can't believe this [censored].
