Own it you are right ... I decided to take on the excersize of considering him gone and I have to care for my kids alone. I'll will try to do this for 3 months not that I am not doing it...... my problem my hormones keep going up and down so some times I feel so emotional and get impatient and feel sorry for putting my self in this situation and not strong enough to have a stand. Well today I received an msg from him traveling in Asia and wishing me and kids a good holiday... well don't plan to make anything of it I relied thanking him and wishing him the same. Simple and short. In the old days I would have analyzed it and thought a lot about what to reply and how it will sound inviting... not any more I just plan to mirror and stay reserved. I want to stay on my excersize expecting that I am on my own now . So had a good Saturday today . We went for a musical and planning to go for a music festival tomorrow.. life is what we make it I suppose.
M 45 H 45 D1 12 D2 9 BD 04/14 Living two different state Not officially separated
