All the BS at work has pretty much blown over. I'm still very angry but will be leaving within the next 1-2 months anyway depending on when the house is sold. Still debating on whether to file a complaint or let it go.
As far as the relationship goes, everything continues to be tame. We still see each other daily. Some days closer than others. I still try to remain detached but it is tough at times. I am starting to pick up more on "temperature checking." For example, she sent me a link to a house to where we were supposed to move. It was quite expensive. I texted her that the house was really nice but nothing that either of us could afford. She replied that if we were buying a house together it would be no problem. I responded "Yes, two people that make our salaries that live together would be able to afford a property like that." Not sure if it translated well over text. I thought it seemed cold on reflection but a lot of detaching feels counter intuitive to what I feel is right.
She has asked about joining her on her trip again. I'm kicking the idea of flying out for a brief stay. She'll be in a conference during the day so i can do some solo exploring and we would go out together at night. I would leave the following morning. I do want to go and I would really like to go out with her. I don't know if it's what I should be doing, but it's what I want.
Meditation has been OK. I get severe "monkey mind" but I am going to stick with it. I've decided to put off skydiving until I move to the new city. I figured it'll be a cool way to see the area and I'll be right by the ocean. Better scenery. I'm going to book it and pay ahead of time.
I also am kicking the idea of trying out a flotation tank, anyone ever tried it. What was your experience? Thanks.
