Sorry Coconut I went to bed. The kids were at a friends I would never have done that had they been here.
He called this morning asking if I was OK???? He's not real! Asked if he could come back to look after the kids tonight, I'm going out for my friends Birthday and staying over. I said no. He asked if he could watch S at football tournament tomorrow and come and get some stuff I said up to him if he went to football I would get someone to bring his stuff. I had a change of heart later and thought it would be better for the kids if he was here with them tonight but told him I don't want to see him.
He wants to tell the kids but I know I need to be there when he does that and I don't think I'm ready to him to devastate them this soon, it makes it all so final. When is a good time though because as far as he's concerned he's done. They're used to him being away for work so I think we should leave it at least until after his weekend away with OW next weekend. But them am I just clinging onto the hope that he'll have a change of heart and we won't have to tell them which deep down I know isn't going to happen?
He's told his Mum that regardless of OW he doesn't want to be with me.
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17
