Thank you Coconut. The best Mum for my kids looks like me I have always been their stable and now losing my job I am going to be even more. I have a life, he doesn't and you know what kicking him out even if it was in temper was the best thing for me. I feel so much calmer and able to focus on me and the kids and I can tell them that Daddy had to go to work because that does happen in the army at a moments notice. As long as they've got me and our friends they're fine and that's all that matters. I'm home alone tonight so I can grieve without the kids here and he is facing up to what he has chosen. x


Me 46 H 39
M 11 T 14
S 10 DO 8
ILYBNILWY 11.06.17
Separate rooms 11.06.17
ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17
Kicked H out 23.6.17
H came home 20.8.17



Tomorrow is another day