I'm still here, NY!

I have not had any contact with W in a week so not much new to report.

I've been GAL as much as I can and will be going to Cali starting tomorrow through next Thursday. It should be a good distraction.

I still miss W and her D like crazy and I still have some pretty down days but I think that is to be expected and this time Im leaning into the pain instead of trying to find a way to make it stop.