Oh Cadence, how I wish we could find our way down off that roller-coaster. It's so hard. You think you've gotten to a good place and ready to handle the next whatever, then it comes, bam, and it hurts like a stab wound. I'd give you a hug right now if I could.
I know we can't promote books but let's see if I can hint around at one I'm reading now that I think would be good for you too. ... smile

H just called and isn't coming Monday. BUT, we had a pleasant conversation. I didn't ask him if he re-scheduled. I just said OK, then can you go ahead and ship those clothes I asked for? Then we talked a while longer for him to walk me through 2 things here at the house that I couldn't figure out how to fix- garage door going down (eye was messed up) and gas grill wouldn't light (tank not attached right) and now both are fixed! We actually laughed a little.

I've made plans for all weekend to stay busy and also on birthday Monday, so it's all good. I wasn't even sad but just for like 15 seconds when he said I can't come Monday. And THAT'S a big improvement. Probably the medicine helped a whole lot with that.

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M-60 H-51
M-14 years
BD 12/26/16
S 1/1/17

"First the pain, then the rising."
Glennon Doyle Melton