Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

Thank you. Thank you. I feel that I am not alone and put of course.

Michele has a recent podcast. She is guest of a podcast host. There is repeats that even when you hit the valley not to get discouraged and go back to doing what you want to do like begging. I have to say I want to do pillow talk. I truly miss her. It is her unhappiness. But as I am in the way I get blamed every minute. That is unbearable. Though if I had the skills I have now where I reach out to mindfulness not to loose control well she would maybe be more attached to me. In the past I have depression every year. I am ok for past 8 with medicine but more importanly mindfulness. Clinically depressed. Was only once in hospital but that was a horror story where she was with me but felt left alone by my parents. My parents were with me dont get me wrong. But they treated it as you sort yourself out attitude at hospital. I could have been a better me.

I will do.