Because it was a conversation that was R related.

it was me basically agreeing with oh ok you need time. Take your time do what you want. I feel like if came off I was waiting for him.


I gave a lot of I don't knows

He talked about how we need to make ourselves happy. That we tried to make each other happy and we just can't make each other happy we need to make ourselves happy.

He said it killed him not to be around the kids. I said not enough for you to stay here as a parent.

I just was very flat and firm but I also feel like he knows I'm still here.

He said I'm not sure what path were going to take with our lives. I said no you mean what path you're going to take with your life.

he brought up a lot of negatives like the last two nights staying at the house were really nice we got along and it was nice to just be ther without arguing. BUT you know there's a lot of arguing and unhappiness between us. I just said I'm sorry you feel that way. I choose to see the positives and not the negatives.


M 31 H 34
S 6 S 9
BD 2/14 Piecing 8/14