Train - I started going to the gym this week. I noticed a drop in my supply though which I know can happen so I have to ease back into working out. I swear I am not as emotionally unstable as I sound here. I vent here and to my mom...
Today was a good day. I hope that means tomorrow will be too. The physician I'm working with knows I have a newborn so he signs me off for the full day and I'm usually out of the office by 3 if not earlier. Monday he gave me the whole day off! The manager said he likes to reward the people that work hard and show an interest in learning. I am thankful I decided to go back to school regardless of where this goes because I will have a good career to support the life I want to give my boys.
As far as going out and doing stuff. Since I went with the boys last night I rescheduled with my girlfriend for Saturday which works better anyway. Sunday my dad and I are taking the boys on the boat. Monday Tuesday Thursday is school and Wednesday I'm taking the boys on a local train that takes us into the city with some of my friends and their kids. We also have theme park passes so my dad said he would watch the baby next weekend so I can take the boys alone. Florida is so hot for the baby to be out all day.
I'm working o dropping the rope .. I think that action will come before detachment.
I just have to figure out to balance being a neighbor, enforcing boundaries but not being a bitch lol
He sent me a text today asking how my day was. Then sent another text asking how the boys were. I haven't replied yet. I'm too busy
