Hey Ownit,

There is no hostility or anything between us because we do not interact at all.

If he texts me regarding the boys I reply. If he texts about anything else I do not.

When he stayed the night Monday I was nice offered a blanket but then stayed in my room doing homework. I sent a text the next day thanking him for staying. I literally have probably said 10 words to him in the last 3 days.

It's just nobody in my life wants me to save this marriage. They all tell me he's gone and done and is buying a house and lying to the point of not even wanting to see his kids. Everyone tells me to let him go and don't look back. That he's already erased us from his life.

It's hard to here. It [censored]. I just want my family to be happy. I want to cycle out of this.


M 31 H 34
S 6 S 9
BD 2/14 Piecing 8/14