Struggling on this roller coaster today.

Feeling like I just want to lay it all on the line of what the truth is.

H I have known X Y Z you ARE getting a mortgage even though you have insisted you aren't.

Why does he continue to have to lie to my face about everything?

If this is what you want why can't you just be honest and say what you're doing to my face instead of lying and then thinking you will blindside me?

Also I want to send his boss a message. I have typed it out just to release some of my feelings. 'I'm not sure what your opinion is on H's decision to walk out on our family but I was hoping you could offer him some words of wisdom. We have 3 boys including a newborn and we miss him'


M 31 H 34
S 6 S 9
BD 2/14 Piecing 8/14