I have woke up again. I suppose it is hard to give advice to my case. Plenty hasbeen said. I will continue to show patience snd do anything not do break. My psychologist had adiced ti turn depression into anger. Even that has a limit. I can't control her and stop her from what she wants to do. I feel she is mean. Ok she may be trying to be happy.

I am used to suffering mentally. Suffered plenty. I was told there is no real reason gir my low selfrsteem. Now people would say there is a reason. I am convinced that my feelingd have always be true in my world.

Will see what happens. Tomorrow is another day.


Me: 43, W: 43
M: 16, T: 18
D - 7, D - 7
ILUB: 26 August 2014
Still living together