Well I made it through another day of saying nothing.

I came so close to responding to him when he was texting me with lies that I knew it was lies but I text my mom my response instead.

He text asking what movie the boys were seeing. I said that we we're not going til late so he could swing by. My mom had already drove by where he's staying and saw that he was there with the boss and the daughter. He responded that he was still at work and was leaving there in 30 minutes had 2 big jobs and it would be late but that he would come spend the night tomorrow night.... I just never replied.

I wanted to tell him hes the only one that believes his lies.

It is so frustrating to be gone all day at school and come home and do this alone while he's doing whatever he wants and comes and goes as he pleases. It hurts me for my boys that he would rather sit with the boss and her daughter than see his 3 boys.


M 31 H 34
S 6 S 9
BD 2/14 Piecing 8/14