Blu,
Today is "I'll be honest" day for you, right? LOL

I just responded to you over on my thread, but wanted to encourage you here on yours, and to once more thank you for your refreshing self-disclosure.

I know this board is more about those of us here alone, hoping and praying for a spouse to return, but for those who may be here in your situation, I can only imagine what a huge validation your words are for them. Both hurt and joy are so much better when shared.

((((Blu)))))

M-60 H-51
M-14 years
BD 12/26/16
S 1/1/17

"First the pain, then the rising."
Glennon Doyle Melton