I was browsing Facebook (haven't checked FB in months) and W was tagged in a mutual friends picture looking happy.
I know I shouldn't put much thought into it, but it really bugs me to see her looking so happy without me.
I miss her.
FB is smoke and mirrors. I can't even begin to recount the number of people I've seen post crap on there about how perfect their life and family is when I know full well their reality is a whole lot more bleak than what they're posting. I really don't know why people do it, I guess they want everyone to envy their "perfect" life? Anyway, you're reading too much into it. Stopping to smile for a pic doesn't mean she's happy. But regardless, you will get to the point where her mood doesn't affect your mood. It takes time, but it will happen!