Just had an email from the school to say my S has won an award which will presented at assembly on Thursday and can we be there. It's just brought me crashing down with a bump the thought of going to the school and pretending everything is normal. I've forward the email to my H and he should be there but I'm torn between the pain of going and sharing such a happy experience when I feel so sad about us and him saying he can't make it the disappointment that will bring.
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17
