H has been talking to his Boss's daughter as well as the OW at work. He was texting pictures all night with the boss daughter he's living wth all night until 1am.
Does history really repeat itself again?
I'm trying to picture my life without him and I don't want to. But I wonder why I want someone that can walk out.
What does saving this M look like? Do I even have it in me to do that again?
Can he be the man I need him to be again?
These are all the things I think of everyday ... I want my children to grow up with their family together so I'm willing to do about anything BUT at what cost?
And will me letting go will me stopping asking him questions will me cutting him out of my life with the exception of the children soften him toward me?
I had bought him a Father's Day gift a few weeks ago something very nice for one of the boats. He didn't even thank me. Or acknowledge it. I know I need to have no expectations but it hurts me.
Also, if there is true OW does it make a difference of me leaving him be and putting my feelings and needs from him aside.
I'm sorry I'm blabbing I just see him making such permanent decisions as buying a house and I feel I'm fighting a losing battle trying to avoid D
