You had your "perfect" day, you know it probably wasn't the best thing to do in your current sitch, but you got it. Don't discount it now, enjoy it for what it meant to you. I too kinda wish I had that one more day to look back on, but I wouldn't recommend you repeat it.

I understand that you're grieving about your lost R with gf, but I really believe you will be better for it in the future. Take your time to grieve, work through the emotions.


M - 9 1/2 years
5/5/16 - Bomb drop - 3 week EA
10/31/16 - We sold house
01/10/18 - D Finalized