Thanks again AnotherStander I've spent some time reading through some detachment posts as I think that's what I have to do. The weekend away may or may not happen but it's over a week away so deal with it if and when it happens. I know I can come here, my kids will be with me and I will be surrounded by love from amazing friends. As you say one foot in foot in front of the other and one hour at a time :-)
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17