Originally Posted By: SJW

Added to this my work situation has been absolutely awful for a while now and the night he BD'd I was going to discuss with H me quitting the following day. Now I feel trapped not because I have to stay totally for financial reasons but it's a massive step given the situation and it gives me routine each day, on the flip side it makes me even more miserable.


BD is nothing if not an enormous inconvenience smile You'll have to put some things on hold like that job change. It doesn't mean it will never happen, it just can't happen right now. I'm very sorry you're going through this, it's not permanent but it certainly feels that way early on. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other for now!


Me: 60 w/ S18, D24, D27

M: 21 years; BD: 06-14-12; S: 09-10-12; D final: 03-17-14; XW:57