25yearsmlc 10 yrs later I File D (part 4)

[25yearsmlc]

Woke up at 5 am feeling weird and anxious but did not recall any dream. Forced myself back to bed and woke up at 9 with a dream I DID recall

and not a good one.

H haunts my dreams and interferes with my sleep. Takes up way too much of my day time too.

I know I can change the day time obsession by GAL and other than GDC, I can and must and WILL do that.

But dang, the nights are hard.

I can see why dating would be so appealing. I really can. Fill that void or at least avoid looking at it.