Yes youre right it's fear. I expressed to my IC some of the cr*pstorm of conflicting thoughts streaming out of my head and her response was "maybe you aren't ready to be dating yet". Which I became defensive about. Not acceptable. I'm ready to get ready as long as I can minimize the damage I can inflict on innocent nystanders.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
