I'm sorry you're here to it really [censored] but at least we have support.
Thank you your comments really helped.
I've pulled myself together a bit got a shower put my make up on and he's on his way home. We have a weekend of family activities and reading some other posts I need to focus on making happy memories for the children and put my own feelings to one side.
I just need to keep reminding myself that they are the most important thing in all of this and I need to be there for them even more whilst he's doing his thing.
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17