I think I've gone through every emotion in the past 24 hours and now I just feel completely drained and devastated.
He went to work this morning, except he didn't he went to her house. I know I shouldn't snoop only torturing myself and I even asked him last night to change his icloud password but he hasn't and I couldn't help myself.
I took the day off and took the kids to school then probably angry because he was with her again rang him and told him he doesn't get to decide he needs to move out. He said OK you know I'll only be staying at work in the short term don't you. I said he couldn't afford to stay anywhere else until the house was sold to which he responded we need to discuss finances.
I know I'll keep going through all the different emotions. I know I need to keep focused and be strong for myself and my kids but right now I just feel so low. I feel like I need to have a really good cry and let it all out but it just won't come.
Me 46 H 39 M 11 T 14 S 10 DO 8 ILYBNILWY 11.06.17 Separate rooms 11.06.17 ILW OW A ongoing 12.06.17 Kicked H out 23.6.17 H came home 20.8.17
