Just an update. I haven't heard from W in three days since I left for this work trip. Not sure what her attitude will be once I return home 2 days from now. Kind of detachingwas hoping that she would realize that life without me might be worse off. But clearly she has been spending these days messaging OM.

So for this detach might not help me out. But I am wondering if I should continue with my 180s as I return home. Seriously having the feeling of I have made things worse by speaking with her.


MR: 15 T:17
Me: 37 W: 34
S14
BD/PA/EA: 12/2016