Here again part 6

[25yearsmlc]

The boys and I actually walked to get slurpees today haha. I go for my 6 week PP check up Friday and I'll be going to the gym after that. I need to do something to make myself feel better.

I want him to be sorry and regret leaving again.

I'll see that and raise you -

I want my h to be rejected & shunned by all who know us as PART of his deeply felt remorse...

Sigh...I may not be proud of these^^ feelings, but I for sure have had them. Are there many of us who have not had these wishes??




I think it's time that I stop being so weak to him.

Be the strong woman you know you are. I just read about how resilience is like a muscle we can train (I'm reading Sheryl Sandberg's book, about getting thru her grief).

I know YOU KNOW you have it. And it can be developed more, too.

I need to know my next step.

Depending on if he comes home tonight or not .

T0,

Do you thnk another conversation about your r will help at all?? Or cold silence or what?
I'm asking...

Imo, no matter what HE does/says,

it's time to be in charge of your life. Marshal resources, let's figure it out.