Thanks Cadet. I'll keep posting. You are right about that...no one said it would be easy and it certainly isn't. Feel like the death of a loved one...except they are still right there. I'm strong so I know I'll make it through. I'm just anxious to get back to something that seems more like myself. I'm getting there but the road has been longer than I thought, even though everyone said it would be and it really hasn't been THAT long compared to others.
