Henwen & Resolut, I will check out your threads and post there :-) It's very hard to stay in a loveless M. That is something we all have in common to an extent.
I am in this new and somewhat confusing place. Things are at a standstill. Not sure the best path to take. I think it's better to not make any decisions for now. I know it can't stay like this though. I wonder if I just need to resign myself to being in a M that simply functions. We can get the job done. As for all the other stuff that we hope and dream of, well that will take the back burner for now. I don't know. I don't have the bandwidth for this right now. I can't force it. And there are so many other things and people that feel like a bigger priority. It's strange to even feel that way.
Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela