Sending positive vibes right back to you that you find the peace of acceptance that you seek. I'm glad that you are finding therapy helpful (but hate that it is difficult for you). Good luck on the new job. You are going to absolutely hit it out of the park!
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids