He has completely changed the last couple weeks. Not that it was good before that by any means but he was present. My dad said it's like seeing right through his eyes he's empty and so checked out when you look at him. His mind is elsewhere. My dad said he noticed the last 2 weeks a big change in H. He stopped making future plans like he had been and started working very late again.
I don't know what happened ... it doesn't really matter.
I'm struggling with feelings of could I have done something different. What's so wrong with me for him to leave me twice. And I feel like I let my boys down for dragging them through what's to come again
