Same for me.. I had suspicion of ex-h planning to kill me. I knew for a fact he wanted to hurt me. In the mist of the crazyness, i saw running away or killing myself would solve everything.. i have ran.. i drove for 30 minutes and emotionally crashed.. i had to stop the car and scream, cry, pray.this was it.. decision time!!! Realisation time!! This was the solution???? NO! And why? The impact of my choice onto my children. My love for them and their need of me became my force.. i drove back home.drained but with a reason to live!
