I just have so much going on. The baby doesn't go to sleep til 1 then is up every 2 hours I have to get up at 5 on during the week to feed him change him get everything ready for the day. I have an hour and a half commute each day. I spend my dad seeing patients pumping in my car while eating lunch and crying.
I have a paper due an exam Monday and I'm not making any money because I'm out of work for 12 weeks.
I know it's a waste of time to want otherwise but I just can't imagine he will really leave. I know I need to prepare myself
