Mediation day tomorrow. We went over mostly everything and have agreed. Split custody for the kids which I wanted more than anything other than keeping our family together. Have started to slowly detach. I'm not going on the trip with her but going to take my kids to the beach for a few days. The house is almost ready to sell. We still plan on living together temporarily until we get settled.
I still have hope for reconciling down the road. I want to use this time to really focus on myself. I've been doing a lot of reading and personal development which ha helped. I'm going back to school for my MBA in the fall. My wife did mention on a few separate occasions about the changes I have made and how she has noticed, so that felt
I haven't had the sky is falling panic in the past week for which I'm grateful. At times I almost feel an inner peace in re: to my situation. Thanks for reading.
