Hi everyone! I came posting here many years ago when I was in a very bad shape after my H left our home suddenly in the usual MLC fashion. It took me 2 years to realize what hit me and a few afterwards to come to terms with the situation. For years I was at a loss for words as I was processing my pain and this is the main reason that I couldn't keep posting. I kept reading other people's posts however and I must admit that it helped me preserve my sanity as I could see I wasn't the only one living such a nightmare. I owe a huge THANK YOU to Michelle and to the many of you who have unknowingly soothed my pain all these years. You people have definitely been my lifeline all these years. Through your posts I was finding answers to my questions and relief to my anxiety. Huge fan of posters such as Beatrice, AntoniaB, LoisB, Wenikitiki, RosaLinda, Job25yrsMlc, 2Times2Many, Mighty, Lour, and many others whose stories have touched me deeply and feel them like close friends. I have always sent my prayers and good thoughts to you as you have been in my mind more than other people in my real life. I love you all and wish the very best for all of you! (to be contd).