Tx, aw shucks, thanks! I've been seeing your posts here and there. I'm gathering that your M has gotten rocky again - or is over from what you just said? Gosh, I'm so sorry. Really sorry. Painter, yes, we are in therapy and it's helping. I just went today for a solo session and MC suggested that I just express my fears in general - since I'm not ready to let on yet that I know she's not being transparent. Stormchaser, thanks for your explanation that it can all be very innocent and meant to protect me and my feelings. Yes, it's true that merely mentioning sow's name gets me down. I do think the meeting was purely business. It's just so, so hard to really trust again. And Cristy, I have Michelle's book on Healing from Infidelity and I have read only a little. Lazy I guess. I remember thinking I wish I had it when we first got back together. So even though I haven't read it all, I can attest to its helpfulness. I'm taking a trip to Los Angeles this weekend. I'll read it there. Thanks everyone. She continues to be super sweet and nice and reassuring. The work continues.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat
