Resolut, you are in a tough situation for sure. I empathize. It would be very hard to be in your situation right now. I'm glad you are finding some light to concentrate on. I wish the same to you. Hang in there. Better days are ahead no matter how things end. As I keep saying to myself I won't always feel this way.
I had my first DB coaching session today. It was empowering to have a plan. It was nice to hear an impartial view on my situation and to have hope again. But know that if things don't work out then it will be ok as well. I'm ready to face tomorrow and my WH with my goal oriented plan and new views.
