You seem very honest and don't at all sound like a guy who wants to hurt anyone. You are not mean or cruel by any means. You do scream of impulsiveness and immaturity. You want what you want at the moment and can't stop yourself even when you know you should. You want to control everything and think you actually can. You know best, your way is the correct way - therefore you won't listen to anyone else.
I needed to quote this and respond to this because I am sort of the same way. My impulse control needs to be better. So thanks for saying that (not to me, but I am trying to control my impulse that I want everything fixed now, or if not fixed, that we are working on things together, we seemed sort of to do that last week but OM was there and I wasn't just happy with an inch.
