Also we talk and laugh and I enjoy it. Is this a bad thing. I know she is probably cake eating and maybe I am too. I have started to gal I am going to the gym and spending time with my family. It's crazy I grew up in a house that went to church but as I got older I stopped going and didn't really pray and talk to God but I have been praying a lot lately and it has really started to calm my heart and head. Thinking about trying to find a good church in my area so I can spend some quality time with people who love and support one another. So I guess I am just rambling any advice from you wonderful folks would be great. Thank you
