LiM: One Year into Piecing

[LiM]

What exactly makes you think she still has feelings for him?

Because she saw OM and texted her friends that the "hot guy" was the OM?

The main problem here is that she didn't tell me about it. So she is hiding something: feelings for him that still remain. I actually would have been ok with it if she had told me that she saw him there and that for a brief moment, her heart fluttered and some of those old feelings came back. That would have been understandable.

Instead, she texted two friends, mentioned how good he looked, that she missed him and that he has a good heart. In my mind, he still holds a place in her heart, she puts him on a pedestal and she still believe the fantasy that was the A. I don't expect her to hate him but I guess I do expect her to be so disgusted with herself for what she did that she won't hold on to positive feelings related to the whole thing.