I just go heavy and my emotions dictate. I definitely scared her back into the twilight, at least for the time being.
But at the same time, I feel I have to be true to myself and choose the best path to happiness. Either with or without. You know what I mean?
The one thing I take away is that It's a very confusing state now and each move I/we make plots the corse whether it be the right choice or the wrong one.